Bangkok

Sawadeeka readers.. Sorry for not being active on my blog recently due to my face condition and hospitalized last few weeks. But now... I'm back!!! Would like to say 'Welcome back to the blog lemonn!' LOL

Currently I'm at Bangkok now. Such a interesting part because I got hospitalized on 19th and I discharged on 23rd! Another 4 days will be my Bangkok trip... Luckily I still can make it for my Bangkok trip! LOL
Hopefully I can update more often after I go back to Malaysia :(

So here just few pictures to share with you all because all these pictures captured by my iPhone5. More pictures I using my camera and now I'm using my iPhone to blog so I can't share my camera pictures with you all! But I'll promise will upload after I go back ok ?

PS: I don't really use iPhone to take pictures, mostly I using my camera so sorry only 4 pictures! LOL

Hospitalized!

Hi peoples... Its been long time since I update my blog! Recently too many bad things happen on me.. Hahaha... Too many till I will laugh at myself LOL..

As you all follow my Instagram and Facebook.. I got Dengue and now admmited at Sentosa Hospital. Putting drips and blood testing many times LOL. Doctor said my blood pressure was too low so I need to hospitalized till the blood pressure back to normal 

In the afternoon my father and sisters and also boyfren's parents came and visit me. They brought me some bread and biscuits :) now its already 8pm, they all gone and only my boyfren accompany me till now. Thank you my baby 

Luckily I did download Blogger apps only can blog about my condition now using my iphone hahaha... So wish me fast fast recover laaa... Goodbye! I hate hospitalized! So boring! 

Congratulations! Dengue!

My room 7C, 307

My boyfren watching movie while accompany me in the hospital

Thank you my baby

Stay strong!

Hi peoples... How are you all recently ? Me ? I just locked myself in the house for many many days just to let my face recover and of course... I 'NO FACE' to meet people too... Everytime when I want to go out, I'll wear a mask. So if anyone of you saw a girl wearing a mask walking on the street, that's me! LOL... 

Actually I don't know what happen to me recently... I should said in these 2 years... Why I become like this ? What makes me change to become like this ? What happen recently ? I don't know who should I ask for. I can't ask my heart, my mind... People live happily outside but how bout me ? My boyfriend always scold me like 'You should appreciate what you have now!' 'You should glad that you have this job!' 'You should be proud of born in this family!' I know! I know everything! I know I should appreciate, glad and proud! But why I can't do that ?! 

Keep telling myself I should stay positive positive and positive! But why negative thoughts still want to attack me ? I very stress... Asking myself: Where is the old Lemonn ? Where is the Lemonn that always laugh and happy ? Where is she ? I don't know what the HELL I stress for! It's like whenever you close your eyes, alot of things flying over and makes you couldn't sleep and end up... Imsonia! 

I met one of my friend, she told me: If you continue thinking and stress like this, you will become crazy one day! Please! Release yourself! I wish to cry out loud but I can't cause I will be difficulty in breathing after the incident last time. I wish to tell someone about my problem but I can't cause I myself don't even know what is the problem now! Stupid stupid me! I should learn from Chuckei, I really admire her because she can write something positive in her blog like the recently blogpost that she blog about her dreams and thoughts. But me ? Only write something negatives... 

Lemonn! Please change ok ? You don't want to become crazy one day right ? It's just small matter and learn how to release stress! You can do it and trust yourself! Goodnight XOXO

Face Condition Update

   

I'm ugly and I know it :)

Please ignore my ugly face nowadays because as you all know due to my face condition now, I can't put on any make up and I can just showing my original 'PIG' face to you all.. This picture taken just now just to let you all know I'm fine and I'm happy now eventhough my face become like that, and I keep telling myself that I need to think positive so the negative things will gone automatically :) Right ? So for all of you who send me regards.. THANK YOU! 

Here's another update about my face.. I just went to met my Grooming Flight Attendant Executive this morning and let her check out my face. On the way to LCCT, I was wearing mask and taking Skybus. I realize that nobody dare to sit beside me because I was wearing a mask, maybe they scare I got virus or skin infection LOL... quite sad laaaa but it's ok :) After my grooming FAE saw my face, she gave me long leave till 14th for my face to rest and recover... Thank you too... But of course my money gone for this month LOL

Lastly, I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to all of you who keep supporting me, ask me do not give up, cheer me up and recommend me alot of skin care saloon, skin specialist, skin clinic, skin care products and more more more... I did received alot of emails, whatsapp, facebook messages, comments, instagrams from all of you.. I feel touched and I told myself I won't let you all disappointed so I keep told myself think positive! LOVE YOU ALL my readers, my supporters and of course my love and my families :)

Here I would like to share with you guys, and for those who send me all these hope you all don't mind cause I post it on my blog but its because I really appreciate it :)

 

 

 

 

 

谢谢你们一路陪我走到现在~真心感谢你们！

My Face Condition...

我现在没脸见人！真的很丑，又毁容！谁可以救我？:(

I thought MARCH is a good month for me but I'm wrong~ Suddenly alot of things happen on this month LOL.. Sorry that thought of blogging on 1st March, then wanna blog on 3rd March and now is 4th March! LOL... Sorry.. I really no mood to blog for these few days due to my face condition now... :( Don't know what happen to my face recently, my face looks like inflammed now and its pain and itchy and charred.. Now only I know that my skin is that sensitive T.T 

Last time was just minor problem which is only few pimples on my face, and I still can make up and conceal it :) But this time I can't even make up! Can't even conceal too! After conceal still can see the charred part :( Can you imagine how serious it is ??!! These few days when working I conceal my face and I can feel like my make up is thick like wall T^T And it became more and more serious due to make up and today I decided to take MC cause I really can't make up anymore~ And because of this, I keep staying at home, away from all activities and that's why I nothing to blog recently :(

After I MC, I went to airport because I want to meet the people in charge and let them see my face now. I was wearing a mask and this is my first time wearing a mask walking in the public :( Everytime when I showed my face to people, they were shocked!!! Haih... 感觉上我好像毁容了，现在的心情跌入谷底，很难过！

When I reach office, I told the person in charge and she asked me to come back again on 5th to decide whether they should 'ground'(Means that I can't fly and have to rest at home till my face recover) me. You guys want to know how serious my face was ?? Here I show you some pictures... 

So what you all think about my face ? Can't imagine my face will become like this right ? I also didn't expect and now I was sad like hell! I was very down and I don't know what to do now~ Someone save me please...

**PS: Today I went to EK Interview at Park Royal. FYI, I failed at the height check! I can't reach the height and this is funny. This time they set it till so high and I didn't expect that I failed on that stage.. But its ok cause I will try it again :) For those who passed today, goodluck on your 2nd stage at 9th March! =)